Hey you guys, I know, it's been ages since I've posted anything up on this online diary of mine and the halls kinda seem abandoned for awhile huh? I mean, twists and turns wise, you know, it's like when you travel through the halls these days, you wonder if you're getting close to your graduation at all and even if you were, did it turn out the way you wanted it to be in the first place huh?

Think is, that's life and we don't know where that road takes us and which cross roads we will come across and in the end of the day, when you look back, you'll come to realize that the journey you make is entirely yours. The decision you make, it's yours and you decide what's right and what's easy,

I'm on a hyper ventilated coffee rush as of the moments and I'm going crazy as it is, the wife sleeping and snoring comfortably on one side of the bed. It isn't insomnia that's kicking in, it's the caffeine and it's due to the fact that I wanted to keep myself awake for her. And I let myself let her take a snooze for a couple of hours but once the slumber set's in, you know there's a tough journey wanting to get her out of bed not cranky. And I myself am just a tad bit exhausted, having went through a load of laundry in time for her to wake up.

How's things in my other form of life? Army wise, I'm close to my first anniversary! Yay! It'll be about next week when I become a 1 year soldier and have only one more year to go... jeez. There's nothing like something like that to jet set your life to a screeching halt and grab you by the neck and say, "HOLD UP SOLDIER! YOU AIN'T EVEN CLOSE TO BECOMING DONE FOR YOUR SERVICE! NOW KNOCK IT DOWN AND GIVE ME TWENTY DIAMONDS!"

It came to that a few times in camp and there were worst days. Like these days when they make you feel like an object, an unnecessary pawn they have no idea where to place so they shelve it in a safe corner as he watches all the action go by for the rest of his pawn mates.
You rot when you're in that state, and when it does, each day just seems a waste in your service and seeing that one unit that I so badly yearn to be a part with, it depresses me.

I come to wonder whether I'm gonna get anything right.

I really hope it just gets something right, anything. I'm tired of shenanigans that get me to nowhere.
Sigh.

Just one more year, and I'm gonna move forward.
One more year.